rejuvenation

ya.. i've rejuvenated recetly. after a tiring work of 10 continuous months, facing almost all the crappiest things on earth..
a series of things happened, dont know if it is all for good or all for bad. i laugh at life now just because i dont want to cry!
1) a 'kadhal desam' friendship.. friend away from my life all of a sudden. not able to take it. he is just a friend, thats it. not a boy friend of course, trust me!
2) didnt give a satifactory performance at work, so out of the project! anyways into another project!
3) biggest doubt about future.
4) old friend trying to patch up again as he doesnt want me to know what is loneliness. even i know how cruel it is, but i dont want to get into this again only to hurt him after again few days.
ok this would be all confusing to read at a single stretch (as confusing as aish's :p) but free it, keep visitng, you might correlate some real soon!