ok... now a combo!!

yeah.. hmmm
its not the normal mtr combo-pulav+jamun+curd bath-just 20rs-awesome taste & served hot most times!!!
its not the McD combo where u save 20 rs for a burger, coke and fries altogether!
then what is it!!
correct this is gonna be the combo of dunno-what-all. just go ahead reading! i assure you, it wont be boring sure!
weary wait
this is how it is after 'v' flew to the US. it so happens that i get to spend lot of time at home, most thinking about him. still trying to involve myself in other things around, meeting friends, attending my veena class, speaking to roomies, reading paper, ya taking bath, taking revenge on the owner and all other daily stuff too! but always those memories with him accompanies me. i feel little insecure at times. i don't know why, am not able to live my old life (before meeting him) yet again!
i wait.. wait and wait.. for an irresistibly longer period to speak to him. Thanks to technology, Google talk helps me a lot! i can speak to him through GT and its as good as speaking over the phone. everyday i speak to him.
but most times it ends up in a fight like this. we speak for sometime and somebody comes online by then. he gets busy with them and i try to pacify myself that this is the only time and only way of him getting in touch with the other sides of his life! later when he gets back to me, we absolutely lose interest in speaking and ya we don't have anything as such to speak also.
a weary wait!! weird too.
my whole point about

successful relationship always stayed at spending time with each other physically (take it in the right sense); other ways it turns out to be a flop show

most. i hope that day would come back soon and v both spend time together exploring my hep city and doing all crazy things:)
a crazy wait again!
plans for new year
this new year we(9 great minds; my office junta) are planning to go to coorg. all the arrangements are done! hope its gonna be a great vacation+a prosperous year's start.. will write more about the trip once i'm back.
the last trip which we went to munnar, ooty, kodai for 4 days had taught us innumerous lessons, we hoped for a better bonding between us after the trip, but it turned out in some other way! the gang was of course different. only 2 of us from that gang are there now this time for this trip. ya, we ignored others!
bout my previous trip:
we were 3 girls and 3 guys. out of that 2 couples (:) sort of going around) there was this me and another guy, of which i felt so left out amongst the couples gang there. the best of buddies whom i thought will give me good company though gave ok types company, were busy with their partners more.
out of those 2 couples, 1 was worse. they were all the time in their own world, pampering each other and going around. when we started planning for the trip itself, these 2 were not willing to come, but we forced them only because we didn't want to leave them and go. everybody knows that this guy is usually behind this girl for every other $hit thing on earth. but when this continued while on a trip people went mad. it was so awkward!
girl in the other couple tried not to make me feel alone and she was with me all the time. she thought that she should give company to everybody and the trip should turn out to be a fun-filled one. she tried something and something else happened. its like the rest 4 of us were together, but the guy of this 2nd couple wanted to spend time with his girl alone and so was pissed off! overall wasn't a satisfactory one.
when all this is going on this way, i started crying for we left another buddy of mine as his parents didn't allow. but i started missing him and i wanted him to be with us very badly. one another reason would be that he would be the only one who can wash away my loneliness that time.
the first place we hit was ooty. i told people there that either he should come to ooty or i'm going back home. get me a train. everyone were shocked. this guy (of 2nd couple) really helped me. somehow he brought him(pal) there and my pal joined us on the 3rd day in munnar. after that all smiles only!
but till date nobody will ever forget the way the guy of 1st couple behaved and he is still like that. Good or bad God knows!
totally an adventurous crazy one. its ok, great lessons learnt. that's important! one biggest lesson is that we should never plan for a longest trip of 4 days anymore.
i hope this trip wont be that way! there's one fellow this time whom most people hate for his behavior but cant leave him and go. its some kind of situation like that. hope i wont face a bad time with him!
so.. now from all these what!
what, kya, yenna..
nothing, kucch nahi, onnum ille... shut up, halt der, close it and
Enjoy your new year!!
with your favorite
party all night.. dance, sing, get excited. enjoy as if its your 'big' day!
Have a great year ahead:)
Wish you all a very happy and prosperous 2007!!

Merry Christmas!!

actually... Santa's truck ran out of fuel and so took a lil late reaching you all with his wonderful gifts. Sorry on his behalf!
now here's my Santa wishing you a merry merry Christmas and a great blessed year ahead!

what to do.. though it was a long weekend, after i squeezed in between a pile of books, stacked up clothes, my barron's, one cute nice small pic & a great album (of me & him:)) all on a decent black color bed spread neatly covering a 1 feet high bed, though it was a supple yoga-practiced, jogged, walked body, was totally busy keeping my eyes closed and dreaming (ya ya duet also) for an incredibly longer period of 18 hours, was more than lazy to leave my sweet bed and stretch myself to do anything else.
thanks to sun tv! for showing kannathil muthamittal and thillana mohanambal (ya, i watched it:D) without which my holidays would've been much boring and sad! still managed to get up & get ready; went out only after 6 in the evening on christmas, didn't want to scare anyone on the road with my oil dipped head!
mid noon thought this Christmas i will miss going to church, but Thanks Jesus! just went out with the plans of meeting friends, with one corner-house (that's an ice cream parlor, they give real good icecreams) maniac in my gang thought will land up in the same old corner house (may be some good soothing, new faces around this time). but somehow the talk deviated and the place of visit became the nearby church! prayed nicely. then went to an ice cream parlor, had strawberry passion after that planned for dinner in chungs. enjoyed christmas with good non-veg food.
2 things sucked that day:
1)hutch messages were charged; 1 rupee per message that too. called up customer care to find out that they've brought a new rule 'on all the government holidays local messages will be charged' it seems. this is a good idea when it comes to prevent message jam! but when it comes to time pass, its really tedious.
2)house owner f***er was trying to pull out my byke that too without the keys, ass hole it was not late also. damn! felt like catching him by collar and giving to a butcher.. no no not to chop and sell, but to feed the goats/cows before killing them. such sick people, really wonder why God creates! sad

Part II : how has the id been hacked!

This part will speak about the way I explored gmail and got to know the various ways of hacking it!
so.. this is how i started. go through each and every section of gmail. check out every field, say secondary email and stuff like that.
if you go see, in the settings page you have some option called forwarding and pops.. there you've got this option of forwarding, when you enable it and add a mail id, a copy of every mail which you get in this particular id will be forwarded to the id which you specify in that field!
so, when I was finding out such things, I was stunned to see this forward option enabled with this mail id from which I had got 'adult' related mails during certain period, say that was the time when I got into this internet world.
That was the time when I was not aware of these junk ids and crap sites which try to earn through getting people into the adult world! So, one day i got a mail of this kind:
Dear user,
you're one of the lucky winner who has been selected by our core team. You can anytime come back to us regarding any advice or help which you would require in your day-to-day life! We're here to help you.
your user id is 'blah-blah'
Thanks
Core team,
OKsharethis
Me who was as innocent as moondram pirai sri devi went ahead and first wrote a thank you mail. Then never wrote to that id. After few days I again got a reminder mail which was almost like I have to ask something. I again, a stupid wrote back, what is 'engineering' :D
crap..
got a reply which was a big damn story, thought they've really written back about Engineering and went ahead reading! Damn it..!!! it was an adult story; believe me.. i read only the 1st four lines which clearly defined that the story is about the adult relationship between a son and a mother!!
fuckers! i'm getting real bad words which are the worst in the entire world of vocabulary...
stopped reading there. then too i was not aware that it was an individual who was trying to ruin my life! wrote back to that id, please unsubscribe me..
damn reply was full of porn pics! somehow got rid of that $hit later then..

now coming back to the story of finding the enabled forward option, i immediately disabled it. and later also i was not very confident with this case and have the passwords changed continuously. all strongest passwords :D

ps:keep reading part 3 continues!

jobless jack ass

some jack ass who didn't have any better work on earth sat and hacked my mail ids! Bastard, he'll rot on hell for that.

Discovery of the alma-matter!
few months ago sometime there was this ex-colleague of mine (let me refer to him as dhe) who pinged me on messenger. the conversation went like this:
dhe: 'yenna, 2 days back nalla thanni adicchutu mapp(bb)ula olariniya (what, 2 days back you've boozed nicely and blabbered over the chat to me).
me: (thinking inside .. this guy is always like this and so kidding as usual) machaa.. yenna olarra, nee mappula irkya (what are you blabbering, you're out of sense now?)
dhe: heyy, no. i'm serious. tell me do you booze!
me: man how can you even ask me this question! of course, i dont
dhe: hey try to remember properly. where were you day before yesterday night
me: at home only.
dhe: again try to remember properly. were you at some of your friend's house and did you guys went for a booze?
me: are you crazy! never. infact i was working from client's place that time and i was at work till around 10pm and then straight took a cab and went home
dhe: i'm not able to believe this. ok tell me, did you send any me mail recently.
me: from which id?
dhe: gmail/yahoo
me: anything recently.. mm... i dont think so.. anyways lemme check
(checking gmail/yahoo.. after 2 minutes) no.. nothing recently.
dhe: hey check properly!
me: (taking a print screen of the gmail/yahoo sent items page; sent it across to him) hey check your mail, i've sent you my gmail/yahoo sent items view, i havent sent anything recently. you can check out!
dhe: (after 5 mins) hey why you doing all this? did i ever ask you to prove anything to me?
me: but you refuse to believe that i havent done anything like that. ok tell me what was that mail which you're talking about?
dhe: that.. thats a mail from your yahoo id full of porn pics!
me: (fuccckkk shittt) how can this ever happen. i wonder seriously!
dhe: i do the same! (logged out!)

i was very much shocked.. confused what only was going on! i couldn't figure out. i really couldn't. thinking over it for around 3 days, no clue absolutely.. who would've sent what would've happened... almost like kaka kaka surya not knowing the gangster pandya till the later 2nd half!
i had few problem from some jack asses when i was in college and even after coming to work.. but i did not mind much. i thought everything will subside soon. but things did not take my way! it had started affecting my social life. i had to do something seriously about it!
so.. after 3 days of serious thinking, i landed up to my 'v'... i explained things clearly; did not reveal my entire life, but what could be the root cause for all this! 'v' listened carefully. as usual! applied his IIT brains, took my mail ids and passwords.
v: first we need to change your password!
me: ya.. ok!
v: fine let me do that!
(both of us went back to work)
after 2 hours..
v: (pinging me on messenger) it is all done! dont worry. lets take care things after this.
me: what's the new password
v: its *******
me: ok alright.. (accessing gmail, its all working fine)

next day..
i again accessed my gmail, not able to access with the new password. called up 'v' again to find out if he has again changed it.
me: did you change the password again?
v: fuckin damn!! no.. God what's happening with your gmail!
me: shit, i don't know. i'm not able to login with the new password which you gave me yesterday!
v: try with the old password
me: (tried) its logged in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
v: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me: ok anyways lemme see. (hung the phone)

i started exploring gmail. the way no one else would've explored before..
got the clue!! got it.. got the hell jack ass! Bastard he'll rot in hell for this..

ps: part 2 will bring the story about the jack ass and the rest problems which i had to face.

rejuvenation

ya.. i've rejuvenated recetly. after a tiring work of 10 continuous months, facing almost all the crappiest things on earth..
a series of things happened, dont know if it is all for good or all for bad. i laugh at life now just because i dont want to cry!
1) a 'kadhal desam' friendship.. friend away from my life all of a sudden. not able to take it. he is just a friend, thats it. not a boy friend of course, trust me!
2) didnt give a satifactory performance at work, so out of the project! anyways into another project!
3) biggest doubt about future.
4) old friend trying to patch up again as he doesnt want me to know what is loneliness. even i know how cruel it is, but i dont want to get into this again only to hurt him after again few days.
ok this would be all confusing to read at a single stretch (as confusing as aish's :p) but free it, keep visitng, you might correlate some real soon!

vitamin 'M'

this is a very vital vitamin anyone need to live life their own way! people say there are many other vitamins which are more important than this to lead a happy life. but i swear those should be of the kind who must be suffering from over-availability of this particular vitamin. ya.. exactly! the value of 'x' is felt only in its absence!
now here 'x' stands for any materialistic or non-materialistic objects on earth!
so.. the value of vitamin M will be felt only in its absence!
now i dont want you guys to land up at any psychiatrist clinic after thinking for an incredibly longer period 'what 'M' stands for'. 'M' doesnt stand for Manju not Munna-bhai neither Michael-jackson nor Marriage.. 'M' stand for Money!
few days back i happened to meet some star of a big software firm who addressed to this vitamin as 'money-shani'.. this flashed in my mind within no time:

a general gyaan which comes out of everyone's stinkin a$$ is 'u should be happy with what you've'.. what a great phrase to be told(only to others)!
lack of 'm' leads to lots of chaos & depression. this is where lose-something-to-get-something funda comes into picture. see this & you'll know what it is:)

sometimes i feel if i would find some way out like this GP-pay-award-wheel.

if somebody like this exists in India, no need to depend on bosses for leave. everyday in a year will be a holiday!

but finally know what!! end up like this:)


***************************Added later*****************************
got to meet a friend yesterday.. who is of this heavenly nature.. next to Gandhi & Buddha. the meet was as good as salman meeting abhishek.. just had to pass time, so as usual i started yapping something! finally it ended up about the work..
i have been working on blah blah blah..
there i have to interact with blah blah blah!
people around me are like blah blah!
right now i'm earnin blah blah booh..
next year i've to earn blah blah much..!
if thats not the case, then i ve to blah blah..
PS: you can guess what all these 'blah-blahs & blah-boohs' stand for.. let your thinking waves flow & take all the directions! but its unfair if you close this page without penning 'em down:)
my heavely friend was listening to all my crap like how sonia would be listenin to musharraf.. n do you know the final word!!!!
"you've to be happy with what God gives you! if you stay unhappy this way He'll take back what He had given you also!"
my inner voice "WOW!! mann... idhadhaan tamizh-la solvaanga. yaana thaan thalaila manna vaari potukchunu!"..
as because there should be some pass time, i started telling all that, i sure wasnt cribbing about anything. like big piece of $hit sir started giving gyaan! ok what to do.. happens. took that also and walked-off!
Moral: Do not discuss things happening in your life with every other friend. That'll create wrong opinions about you! Be choosy.. else even you would tend to walk-off like me!